And you came over unnoticed..
When my gentle heart was as silent as peace..
You tried to break the wall and drew a connection..
It was like the river to sea..
And the darkness to oblivion..
"What have you done to me?"
And the starlight -
It occurred like a street light at night..
This was a fantasy that couldn't be reality..
Eventually the reality became a fantasy..
It had to be kept from others memory..
But I'm drawn to the shadow of you..
And feared of fearing the fear of my fear..
It went deeper and deeper until the truth was shallow..
The signs were all there.. I should have kept my distance..
But in an instant, everything relaxed to my being..
The northgate of humiliation has opened its throne..
And all the world conspired in challenging my capacity..
I didn't care. At least that's what I thought things to be..
The hope I once hold on for became the fortress of depression and it's killing every single bit of petals of survival..
It has to end. We know it never really started.
The only person I wanted to love.
The only one I couldn't love.
The irony of love manifests when love is the irony.
It is never too late to realize that everything happens for a reason..
Because someone out there is ready and waiting..
I'll be amazed how things are planned for you..
I'd be thankful in the end..
In the end it was just a dream..
- starlight
When my gentle heart was as silent as peace..
You tried to break the wall and drew a connection..
It was like the river to sea..
And the darkness to oblivion..
"What have you done to me?"
And the starlight -
It occurred like a street light at night..
This was a fantasy that couldn't be reality..
Eventually the reality became a fantasy..
It had to be kept from others memory..
But I'm drawn to the shadow of you..
And feared of fearing the fear of my fear..
It went deeper and deeper until the truth was shallow..
The signs were all there.. I should have kept my distance..
But in an instant, everything relaxed to my being..
The northgate of humiliation has opened its throne..
And all the world conspired in challenging my capacity..
I didn't care. At least that's what I thought things to be..
The hope I once hold on for became the fortress of depression and it's killing every single bit of petals of survival..
It has to end. We know it never really started.
The only person I wanted to love.
The only one I couldn't love.
The irony of love manifests when love is the irony.
It is never too late to realize that everything happens for a reason..
Because someone out there is ready and waiting..
I'll be amazed how things are planned for you..
I'd be thankful in the end..
In the end it was just a dream..
- starlight