Happy new year's eve everyone.
Unfortunately it's not that easy, first I can't actually leave right now, the border is closed. Second, I don't have enough money to sustain myself more than a few weeks (at best), so I'd need to find an employment really quick, like in mater of days. Third is language barrier, although I've started learning German, but the only language I know now is English. And despite all these issues, the biggest problem is that I live in a closed country, I can't legally leave, there's a way to do it illegaly, but there's a huge risk to it because the border gourds can shoot you.