This isn't a formal announcement. Just informing you all of something. Been doing my best to avoid the negative thoughts, but these past couple weeks I have found little to no success. This whole thing with me being stuck in bed is really wearing on me lately. Apologize if the following is an over-share, but I want to explain exactly why I have been so unmotivated/have pretty much been reduced to an OOC chatter. These past few weeks, my mental state has nose dived. I used to be able to ignore these kind of things, but I find myself semi-regularly sobbing and wishing I were dead. I never cry either. So I am deciding to stop trying to pretend things are fine and I am not sure where that leaves me RP-wise.